Transcript 69
If We Are
Consciousness,
What Happens To The
Body?
13th June, 1991
Robert: It’s good to be
with you again, welcome. I haven't seen most of you since
Thursday.
A long time. All is well.
Someone
asked me a question. They asked me, "Robert, you
say we're not the
body. We are consciousness. If we are consciousness what happens to
the body?" Now
that's
a sort of interesting question. I explained this before. We'll go over it
again.
There
are not two. There is not the body and
consciousness. There is only one.
When
I say you are not the body. That's what it literally means. You are not the
appearance
of
a body. The body is an appearance, it appears real, but you are really
consciousness. In
other
words what you think is a body is pure consciousness.
An
example of that is the water in the mirage. In this instance the sand is
consciousness
and
the water is the body. You see the water in the sand but you don't know it's
a
mirage. When you try to grab the water, what do you grab? Sand, because the
water
never
existed. But it appears to exist. It looks real and you will swear that there
is water
there.
But once you discover it's a mirage you will never be fooled again. Every time
you
pass
you will laugh, for you will know through experience that's really sand.
And so it is with the body. The body
appears as if its real but upon investigation
there is no real validity to it. What do I
mean, "Upon investigation?"
If
you put the body under and electric microscope, you would see vast spaces,
tremendous
spaces between each cell, between each atom. So the body is not what it appears
to
be. The body is a bunch of atoms revolving around a central core. It is not how
it
appears.
So we can say, that the body is not so. There is only consciousness.
But
do not get confused. Do not think that I am not the
body I am consciousness
as if there are two, the body and consciousness.
The body just does not exist as it appears.
So
we can say that the body is really consciousness. It is not a body. And if you
get confused
about
this, go to the example of the water in the mirage and say to yourself,
"The
sand
is like consciousness. The water is like the body. The body appears real as the
water
appears real." But upon investigation you find that the water
is sand. So upon investigation
you find the body is consciousness. There is no body."
But
you have allowed your I-thought to produce the body as it appears. The body
is
only an I-thought. "I." That is the body and the mind. In order to
function, the body
makes
up a mind. So you have consciousness as the reality, but then for some reason
you
become
mesmerized and you believe in I. Once the I-thought comes into play a body
comes
into play. In order for the body to function there has to be a mind. The whole
thing
came
out of you. You invented it from the I-thought.
We
now go backwards. We begin to intelligently, comprehensively realize that the
body
is non existent as it appears. Again if you put your body under an electronic microscope
you
will not see a body. You would see fantastic spaces between each atom. And the
atom
is not a body either. Therefore scientifically there is no body. If there is no
body, a
mind
is not necessary, then there is no mind. There is only consciousness.
Unfortunately as long as you identify with your body the whole world
and the
whole universe becomes real to you. The
world is only real because you believe you are a
body.
Take away that belief and there is no world. You say, "How can I exist
when there is
no
world?" When you make that statement you're speaking from the standpoint
of an
individual
who believes he is the body. When you're talking from that standpoint you can
say,
"How can I exist without a body? And there is no world, how can I exist
without a
world?"
That is from the body's point of view.
But can't you see if you come to the realization that you are not
the body the world
is not necessary. For consciousness is not individualized.
Consciousness is all-pervading,
self-contained,
absolute reality. Consciousness is omnipresence. In other words, when you
discover,
I am consciousness then you become eternal, omnipresent and nothing else
exists,
but
consciousness. There is no room for anything else consciousness is the absolute
reality, the pure awareness. There is nothing else. But you have to
come to that reality
yourself.
When I tell you about this, I am speaking of my experience. I see
my body and I
see your body, but I see it like water in the mirage. I cannot be
fooled, for I realize that I
am that I am, sat-chit-ananda. There is only consciousness.
The
trick is not to identify with the body and the world. And you do that by
realizing,
I
is the culprit. You follow the I back to its source and then you wake up. And
you will
wake
up as consciousness, not my consciousness or your consciousness, just
consciousness.
The
question also arises, how can we all be consciousness and yet be individualized
to
be aware that we're consciousness. It doesn't work that way. You are not
individualized.
You
are one ultimate consciousness and we are that.
The
finite mind cannot comprehend this, it’s beyond the conceptual thinking. For
when
you begin to think of yourself as consciousness, some of you tell me that you
become
dizzy
thinking about that. But the idea again is not to think about it. For when you
think about it you're using your mind. You have to become aware. The
awareness has to
awaken
within you. And the awareness will tell you that you are consciousness. Without
words,
without thoughts, without reasoning, without questions. You are pure
unadulterated
consciousness
but not as an individual, as all-pervading, as omnipresence.
Another
question people often ask me which is a continuation of this, "Robert
when
I get tired of practicing atma-vichara, self-inquiry can I say that I am
Brahman, I am
God,
I am consciousness?" Yes, you can if you understand what you're doing. When you
say, "I am God," for instance, I am not referring to
Robert as God, or Fred as God, or Mary
as God. That is from an egotistical point of view. The ego can
never be God. What you
really mean is, "I am, is God." I am, God, consciousness,
they're all the same. So yes you
can
say, "I am consciousness," or "I am Brahman," or "I am
God," but it's wrong to say, "I as
an
ego am God." Your ego will become more inflated than ever.
And
this is the mistake that most of the New Age groups make. Occult groups.
They like to go around saying, "I am God." But
they're referring to their physical self. Even
when they say, "I am not really the body, I am God,"
they still think "I am" still refers to
their mind-body principle. But it will not be correct unless
you go beyond that and realize,
"I am is God, I am is consciousness, I am is absolute
awareness, I am is pure intelligence. I
am that." That is correct.
And
when you make that statement to yourself you do not stop to evaluate it. For
if
you evaluate it, you are using your mind to come to a conclusion. And you never
come
to
a conclusion in your mind. The way the mind becomes
weaker and weaker, is when you
never come to a conclusion. For when you
do not come to a conclusion the mind becomes
stupefied.
It's caught off guard. It doesn't know where it belongs. It loses its power.
You
therefore say, "I am Brahman," which actually means, I am is Brahman.
That
takes
you away completely from your body. You do not even think about your body. I am
is
consciousness, I am is absolute reality, I am is sat-chit-ananda, I am was
never born, can
never
die, I am. You do not think.
Now
you can practice self-inquiry. For when you say, "I am," and you keep silent,
as soon as the mind begins to tell you anything you practice
self-inquiry. You ask, "To
whom does this come?" And again you never answer. Again if
nothing comes to you, you
can again make the statement, "I am is
sat-chit-ananda."
Nothing else, quietness, silence,
no questions. If a question comes to your
mind you ask, "To whom does this come?" If
something says, "It comes to me?"
You follow it all the way through. "Who is this me? Who
am I? What is the source of the I?" You
hold on to the I and follow it to the heart centre
where it disappears. Then you can go right
back and say, "I am is God," and go through
the same procedure.
If you do this often enough, I can assure you that something
within you will give
and you will breakdown your bodily thoughts.
You will think less and less of the body. As
the
days pass, as the weeks pass, as the months pass, you will stop concerning
yourself for
the
body.
Many
people tell me, "Well Robert you take vitamins and you take care of your
body?"
And that is true. It is the body taking care of itself. The appearance is
taking care of
itself.
I do not give it any thought. Someone presents me with a bottle of vitamins, I
take
them.
I do not think this is going to make me stronger or this is going to make me
feel
better.
Let's
face it, how long will the body last at all? No matter what you do to it, it's
going
to disappear one of these days, one way or another. So all the taking care of
your
body
in the world is not going to change predestination one iota. Yet some of us are
so
wrapped
up in the body we think we can prolong life. We think we can make the body
live
forever.
Would
you want your body to live forever? Would you want to
go through thousands
of years? Watching mans inhumanity to man? Sticking up for your
rights? Carrying
a chip on your shoulder? Trying to fix things?
Most of us can barely stand for eighty years.
Imagine
if you had to it for two hundred years or three hundred years. It would be
unbearable.
Therefore
there is a time when you drop the body, so it appears. In reality there
is
no body to drop but that's the appearance. And if
you've been practicing and you've
been a good boy or a good girl there is no longer a need to take
up another body. You exist
as
consciousness.
But
to the extent that you've been involved in your body movements and the belief
in
the world and the belief in your mind, to that extent you will be drawn back to
the
earth
as another appearance. You will go through the same rigamarole again and again.
Until
you become non-attached to your body or the earth.
When
I speak of being non-attached, I don't mean you're supposed to forget about
your
body, so-to-speak and let it rot. You do not take a shower and you stink. You
think
you
don't have to eat and you waste away. You do these crazy things like yogi's do,
believing
they're
doing penance. All that is unnecessary.
If you pay attention to consciousness your body will always take
care of itself. It
will
live out the years it's supposed to live and you will find that everything will
unfold as
it
is supposed to. You have to trust life.
As
long as you feel that you're tied down to the body and to the world you have to
trust
life. You can do that much. In other words you have
to believe that the universal is
your friend. It can do nothing but help you and love you.
You have to begin to understand,
when
you're thinking from a mind-body standpoint that there is one life and that
life
is God and that life is your life now. The substratum of all existence is bliss
and you are
that.
If
you have to use your mind, this is the way you should use it. Think of those
higher
things. Think of yourself as absolute joy. That all of your needs are met from
within.
Everything you need will be supplied from the power within yourself. It’s
better
not
to think like this at all. It is better not to think. But
if your mind appears to have dominion
over you, think of the higher things and the day will come when you
no longer
have to think of those things at all. You will
become pure awareness, until then do the best
you
can.
Try
to stay happy. Do not allow any condition in this world to upset you, make
you
angry or cause you to react in a negative way.
For when you understand the way the
universe
is setup then you will realize that in whatever you way you react you're doing
it
to
yourself. For there is only one Self. What I think
about you and what I do to you, I am
doing to myself. This is why I can only love you.
I am not interested in what you are, or
what
you do, I can only love you. This is the way you should think if you identify
with the
body.
But
the best way of course is to inquire, "To whom do all these thoughts come?
All
these
good thoughts, all these disturbing thoughts, who thinks them? Why, I do."
Hold on
to
the I, follow the I to the source. That is the best way.
But if you have
to play mind games, begin to feel as if your real nature is God and
all is well, there
are no mistakes. Everything is in it's right place unfolding as it should. Do
not feel sorry
for yourself. Everything that has been happening to you has been preordained.
And the way to
get rid of it is not to attach yourself to your problem, but to inquire,
"For whom
is the problem?" Over and over and over again until you become free.
Questions,
statements and answers?
SR: Thinking that ethical training or ethical
striving for a consciousness identified with its
body, possibly is doomed to failure but rather maybe
what is needed is for the consciousness to give
up its identification with the body and that maybe
the only chance that ethical behavior has of being
manifested. Could you correct me if I'm wrong?
R:
Consciousness never identified with the body to begin with. Consciousness has
never
identified with the body. Consciousness has not become anything. It is
selfcontained
absolute
reality. Everything else has to go, but don't blame consciousness.
Consciousness
is
the reality and there is nothing else. Everything else is an emanation of your
mind.
SR: Would you say that there is no chance for moral
behavior on this planet until everybody
is identified with consciousness only?
R:
No you have the whole idea wrong. (SR: What?) Moral
behavior, immoral behavior
does not exist as far as consciousness is concerned. That is only
part of the mind.
When
the mind goes no thought like that comes to you. That kind of thinking only is
developed
through
the mind. As long as you're thinking with your mind you will think of
amoral
behavior or moral behavior and the rest of it. When the mind becomes
transcended
no
question like that arises. (SR: So whatever happens is just accepted?) There
is noone to
accept
anything. (SR: Whatever happens is just observed?) By whom? There is
noone left to
observe.
(SR: Whatever happens just happens.) (laughter) There is nothing
happening. (laughter)
Nothing
has ever happened and nothing will ever happen.
SR: Can one keep maintaining that consciousness and
do so called duties in a working
world and kind of see that nothing is really
happening?
R:
Again you're working under the wrong premise. (SR: What?) There is
nobody to
observe.
There is no one to do anything. The doer is eliminated. There is only
consciousness.
That's
it. (SR: So when the boss says do this George, this is your duty today,
these three
things, what should be experienced?) The
body will take care of itself. (SR: Just does it without thinking?)
It will do whatever it came here to
do. (SR: But it requires the mind to
perform the
task?)
The
mind has nothing to do with it. (SR:
It just performs the task without thinking?) It’s
like the power that grows mangoes on
the mango tree, that grows wheat, that makes the
sun shine. The same power moves your
body and takes care of it. You have nothing to do
with it.
SR: So even if it's something that ordinarily
requires some thinking or some analyzing in
this person, in this case, when one is identified
with consciousness it just happens without thinking.
R:
But there is no one to identify with consciousness.
Noone is left, to identify with
consciousness. There is only consciousness and the appearance of the
body will take care
of itself. (SR: Can I say to the boss, who
me? I'm not here. Who are you talking with? Who are
you? What are you...) From
what point of view do you ask the question? From your ego
point
of view. If you were self-realized that question would never ensue but
everything
would
be taken care of properly. (SR: We should always be seeing the bigger
picture?) There is
noone
left to see any picture. You are still speaking as if there are two. (SR:
That's as far as I
can go is seeing the bigger picture.) Who
sees? (SR: Or being aware of the bigger picture.) Who is
aware?
Can't you see when you awaken there is no one left to
do anything.
SK: So who is it that awakens?
R:
Noone, because noone ever went to sleep. (SK: What is it that transcends the
ego
then?) Nothing there
never was an ego to be transcended. The ego never existed. It's just
for
the sake of talking that we talk about an ego. When you awaken you will realize
there
was
never an ego, there is no mind, there is no world, there is no universe, there
is no God,
there
is only that which has always been and you are that.
(silence
as tape ends) [TOC]
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